I've been doing pretty good lately. We had been on a good money streak and my old scared feelings are starting to feel like they are going to come out. I'm trying hard to maintain my postiveness, but it's hard. It's definitely work to do this, but with the other aspects of my life where I've applied this positive way of thinking things have been good. I was having a rough patch with my job and since I've changed my way of thinking, things have been so much better. Ironically, in my part time job where I teach and things have always been great, things have been harder. I've been cut on classes and of course pay which really hurts.
I'm in the process of doing training of another college and I'm excited about it. I'm just praying that I'll pass this class that I have to take and that I'll be given plenty of classes to teach.
I guess I'm just tired and worn out and my emotions are getting the best of me.
