Getting better

I can't believe it's been at least 2 weeks since I've written. I've been reading my The Secret app every day and trying to maintain the positiveness. Money-wise we had a little windfall, I got my refunds from cancelling my car warranties and they came in at a good time. But we also had some things that we needed to pay cash for. One of the dogs got sick and it felt good to be able to pay cash for the visit. I just made them a $400 dollar payment and I'm hopeful that we will be able to pay that card off. I'm still planning on going to sell at the flea market and hope to get rid of the tires that P has. I've decided that any money we raise at the flea market goes to pay off the tires (from the tire sale) and then to the vet card.

Every day when I wake up I tell myself that the day is going to be okay and I think that the big guy up there will take care of us. And by his grace I'm actually getting a tax refund this year!!

Now I have to maintain my great attitude and get things ready for my meeting on the 19th. I have to come up with a lesson to teach to these other instructors that I will be meeting. If all goes well I'll have to go through 4 weeks of training (no pay involved) and then if they like me I'll be offered a class. I hope I can pick up another teaching job.

Well I guess that's it for now, but I know I'll write soon. I feel so much better when I put my ideas down here.